i'm no longer with him.

well,before post yg nie i ada ckp nk continue about my bf tuh kn?but i rse i tk dpt nk continue sbb i dh pn break dgn dea.hmm :'( satu mlm tuh *anyway,bkn mlm laa. around 4.a.m. mcm tuh laa. affin called i then i jwb je dea teros mrh2 i just sbb fb. dea mrh i sbb dkt siblings i byk jantan. *weyh,for ur information ade yg aku tk knl laa psl jantan yg kau ckp tuh! dh dorg request so aku approve jelahh. pelik kn? itu pon nk mrh. then affin ade ckp lagi,i ade ape2 relationship dgn Up Hebat. i dh byk kali ckp dh dea kwn i mse skolah rendah lg and tk penah ade ape2 hubungan langsung tp affin still nk mrh2 i lg. dh gaduh,abes sume cte lme affin ungkit balik. *kau tak sedar eh bnde yg kau ungkit tuh sume slh kau. bdoh kn kau aku tk ckp psl slh kau lg tp kau yg naik kn cte tuh balik. and yg paling i tk tahan is ble dea ckp "kau mmg suka kawan ngn bdk2 sakai eh? aku tengok sume kawan2 kau sume sakai2! taste kau mmg stock sakai2 ke?" and yg paling i berapi lah kn, ayat ni haa affin ckp kat i "kau apahal dh abes skolah perangai makin cm sial!! makin lme makin menjadi2 lak aku tengok perangai kau nie! weyh sial,aku pecah kepala kau kang!!" see,ape rase?? best kn kn kne mrh mcm ni. i rse ble dh abes skola ni i lg jd baik coz duk umah je. tak merayau,tak kua umah langsung. if kua pon jumpe affin jelah. tu ke yg dea maksudkn perangai i makin lme makin melampau?? serious tak phm laa. sbb affin i sanggup hilang kwn2 yg selame nie baik gler ngn i. sbb affin i hilang kwn2 lama i. sbb affin i langsung dh tk de kwn. yelaaa,if hangout or pegi mane2 mst dgn affin. dea tk kasi i kua dgn org lain. *weyh,kau tak sedar ke aku dh buat mcm2 utk kau?? kau tak bole nk phm org lain ke?? kau nk org lain phm kau je tp kau langsung tk nk try phm org lain kn. i pn dh lme b'sbr dgn sume yg dea ckp kat i selama nie. terlalu byk sbr lah. so i made decision nk break dgn dea sbb tak nk lah dea mrh2 and bengang kat i lg. i dh pon delete dea dari fb i. i dh tukar status i dkt fb. *sebenarnye sgt sedih nak buat mcm tuh.selama nie tengok status sendiri in a relationship with Asraf Affin. tp now dh tkde lagi dah.hmm. i tak tao kali ney break bpe lme sbb before nie kitorg gaduh pn paling lme just 3,4 hari je. now tk tao lah. kalau bole baik2 lagi dgn dea,i nak sgt. tp if perangai dea still mcm tuh lagi.hmmm .tah laa. i pon tak tao.  i luv him ok.single doesn't mean anything la.i nk break de sbb lah. sbb xnk tngok dea mrh2 and jelous dgn i lg jz sbb boy yg de dkt fb ni.boy at fb ni for sure xkn stop m'gtal so i xnk dea mrh2 i lg sbb smpai ble2 pn dea akn bengang slagi ade boy at my fb.so wht cn i do.hope dea dpt someone yg bole ikot ckp dea and xbuat dea bengang2 lg.spe2 yg jd gf dea nty jge la dea elok2.dea sgt BAIK.sumpah tk tipu.bye. :'(

all about you LENCAI!

LENCAI? kenapa i panggil dea lencai? well,HAHA. ni lah yang nk cte nie. sbb i rase dea mmg LENCAI. pegi tnye apex2 atau nyonya2 ape maksud lencai. HOHO. mesti perasan kan you,AFFIN. tp tkpe,you mmg slalu prasan pon kn kn?.HAHA. btw,nak cte bout ktorg sbnr nye nie. hmm.actly, i tk knal dea pon. just kwnkwn ms jelah.*dulu zaman2 mespecth laa. time tu i da pon ade bf,his name tayah tao la! tk penting and tk ensem langsong pon mamat tuh skg! *mcm boyan! time tu i and mamat sakai tu cpl tp just bpe kali je jmpe and mamat tuh pon sbnrnye kaki game pompuan. nak awek cine2 tp muka kau cam endon! HAHA! ensem cam endon! btol tuh. and the same time,affin slalu cmnt2 ngn i kat mespecth. so dtg laa idea gler i nk jles kn si mamat sakai tu so i ask affin bole tk nk letak pitca dea kat pro5 mespecth i? so him said okay,letak la! *suka pulak u kn kn? heheh. i pn ske jgak sbnrnye. so i letak laa pixca affin kt pro5 i dgn niat nak bg mamat sakai tu jeles. yes! kau jeles jugak kn akhirnye! then since dari tuh laa i start berkwn dgn affhin. affin minx num i so i rse dea baik so i bg je.
01 januari 2009: i ingt lagi fisrt affin text i. dlm 1.a.m. mcm tuh laa dye txt i.time tuh pulak i baru move rumah baru so lil bit bz on that time. i tgh angkat2 barang time afffin txt i tu so i ckp txt lain kali je sbb i btol2 bz lahh. *dalam hati tk nk layan langsong si affin tuh. HAHAHA to affin pakse2 txt jugak dea ckp kalau tgu nanti dea tk de krdt and tk bole txt i dah. *hee,tk bole txt sudah laa. ada aku kesah? after that, we kept txting and
05 januari 2009 i pn cpl laa ngn boy bername MOHAMAD ASRAF AFFIN BIN SURYADI TAJLIZAM. baru bpe hari cpl ade dh gal dtg tnye i mcm2. her name is DYA SYIAIRU. gal nie gf affin time tuh tp time i cpl tu i tk tao pon affin da ade gf and i lak tk tnye lgsong affin da ada gal ke tk. from that day, i break ngn affin sbb tk nk laa di cop PERAMPAS lak. kesian kat that gal. u called her RURU. so i teros kn life i cm biase with mamat sakai yg i cte kt atas td tuh. affin and i lak teros da lost cntct dh. tk lme lps tu i break ngn mamat sakai tuh sbb i rse tk syg dea lah. tp yg pelik nye i dh la tk knal affin tu spe,meet pn tk penah tp i rse lain ble dea tk txt i. i pon tk nk laa perigi cari timba pegi txt dea dulu. dlm hati RINDU LAHH KAT AWAK.
26 feb 2009 : i tgh lepak2 kat taman mlm tu dgn kaka i and kwn dea skli lah. tbe2 affin mcj. wahhh, *terkejut lah saya. HAHA. * and dalam hati suka teramat2 lah! affin txt i cm biase, as fren je. then dea minx cpl balik sbb dea da btol2 break dgn ruru. alasan affin is,ruru da ade bf lain. tp mmg btol pon. i tngok jgak gmba ruru ngn bf dea tu.
so i pk2 balik nk cpl ke tk dgn affin sbb mamat sakai tu pon mintk cpl jgak. i cpl je due2 skali. dgn affin 27 feb 2009 , dgn mamat sakai tuh 28 feb 2009. siot je aku nie! hhhehe. sbnrnye nk buat affin sparepart je. as backup if mamat sakai tu buat hal lg. tp cpl dgn affin ni lain. best laa jugak. dea punye syarat perhhhhh. mcm nk cpl ngn anak raja lah. tk bole sosial. tk bole kwn dgn laki, tk bole kua mlm, tk bole ada skandal. ayoyoyoyo.appa..... and what i guest jd jgak akhirnye. si mamat sakai tu buat hal so i break off with him. tinggal la i dgn affin je.
28 mac 2009 : our first meet. ktorg cpl dulu baru jumpe. bhye kn cpl cm ni? tp kitorg tk plan nk jmpe pon. 1.p.m. i tgh tido kat uma. kaka i kjot kn i ajak kua kl sbb dea nk beli beg. i tgh mamai2 bgn tdo,mandi and main tarik laa baju yg tah ape2 tah *mcm menah bdo2 je bak kata affin,haishhhhh. so i txt affin ckp i kua kl then affin call ckp nk meet. i tk ready lagi sbnrnye. tp meet jugak lah. grr.... so after that,every weekend ktorg meet. best wooo! sudah laa. i da pnt nk tulis lagi laa. jap gi i sambong balik.

pssttt: you, i syg u gler dh nie. u berjaya buat i btol2 jadi gler taw taw? so jgn buat i jadi gler lagi dgn hal2 bdoh okay? ILYSM LENCAI!!

yeah, morning with webbies!

good morning ppl! well,now i baru bangun tido and the best part is i ta mandi lagi lah kawan ;) hehehhee. tapi tk de bau masham-masham okay! wangi dan harum lagi. HAHA. tanpa breakfirst,tanpa mandi, i dah pon mencari-cari lappy utk hmmmm,WEBBIES! agak2 apa rupe i kn kn? dgn tk mandi,then webbies lagi. err, and now, take a look at my face lah. okay tak? okay tak? KAHKAHKAHKAH!

hehehehe. so amacam?okay ke? no need puji2 lah.(perasan sudah ;))

MY HEART

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

FRANKLIN

And when we get home, I know we won't be home at all
This place we live, it is not where we belong
And I miss who we were in the town that we could call our own
Going back to get away after everything has changed

'Cause you remind me of a time when we were so alive
(Everything has changed)
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
(Everything has changed)
'Could you help me push aside all that I have left behind
(Everything has changed)
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?

So we stand here now and no one knows us at all
I won't get used to this
I won't get used to being gone
And going back won't feel the same if we aren't staying
Going back to get away after everything has changed

Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive
(Everything has changed)
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
(Everything has changed)
'Could you help me push aside all that I have left behind
(Everything has changed)
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?

Taking up our time
Taking up our time
Taking up our time
It's taking up our time we can't
go back, we can't go back at all
It's taking up our time we can't
go back, we can't go back at all
It's taking up our time we can't
go back, we can't go back at all
It's taking up our time, taking up our time

Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?

ini jugak lagu yg saya suka.sgt2 suka.

TOMORROW

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
yeah I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today
(Today)



I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
it's a different day,

(Tomorrow)

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't

Give me a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...



I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow
(tomorrow)
Tomorrow is a different day

Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah,hey yeah, maybe tomorrow

Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah yeah yeah, I'm not ready,
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow... it may change
Tomorrow... It may change
pstttt:it show my feeling towards u now.love this song much lahh:)

today such a sucks day !!!!

FED UP WITH EXAMINATION LAA !
tadi dh laa ta cukup mase nk jwb exam. dh sedap2 dpt jwpn tp silap i tulis kat kertas soalan dulu, bkn kertas jawapan. time da menunjukkan tepat 12p.m. so what can i do,get out from the hall(in fact,hell yeaah) with tears. oh, gosh! ni sume balasan u(god) dkt i. last minutes i mrh dkt cikgu khobsah actly,sbb tk sangke dia bg tao ustzah radhiah yg i tk pakai tudong,then inilah yg i dpt. shame on me! huh.

yes , now i da baik dgn dia so kenapa tak suka ?

seriously i ta paham dgn cara kitorang troskn relationship ni.
semalam gado today baik , hari ni gado esok baik .
almost for two years uh kitorg mcm ni , but i tk kesah .
as long he stiil be my sides for now , i don't care.
grr.
MOHAMAD ASRAF AFFIN : u , i nk ckp ni , and i nk you tao yg i selame ni byk bersabar dgn segala perangai you and i know u pon sme kn ? tahan je dgn perangai yg gler ni so i hope ape yg i buat selame ni dgn you bukan perkara yg salah , i want you to be at my sides for all day long , in fact u and i sgt jauh :'(
dh laa , tk suke laa ckp psl kite byk2 .
'till then , daa~

this is story of the girl .

hye !

my name is nurfarhana bt. norazlan !

stay kajang and bangi valley (sek16)

7teen(2010)

idunno what to say bout my self bcoz sometimes i didn't know what my self want from me.

i love to do some bad things .

i dream to be a social girl but i can't!

yes , i admit before this " saya sangat liar . always hangout at night . sampai pagi baru balik . gi putrajaya with eey n am plus azam and the stupid things we do is DRIFT !! "

for sure koarang ta percaye kn kn ?

yes , in fact tu jela yg bole i ckp buat mse nie .

terlampau byk sgt dosa yg i buat kat dunia .

no one ever know what i have did selame ni.

since form2 i jadi trok .

but thx gods u jumpe kn i dgn MOHAMAD ASRAF AFFIN !

he is my boyfren.

i love him much .

dia garang and always marah2 i .

but i ta kesah .

kadang2 terase la jgak .

tp dia mrh2 pon if i buat perangai je.

sometimes nak sgt bebas mcm dulu tp , hmm.

i love the things u gave me affin :

-bear for my birthday present

-3 rings u da bg kat i tp satu da hilang , :)

-rantai

-simcard

-cellphone

-candy love for valentine present

-baju

-belt

-gelang

-ur picture :)

and byk lagi .

i ta ingat da .

hmm.

'till here then.

bubye